When is it ok to stop?

its hard, being a friend, bf, and a control sample. the only thing in life i see relevent is the fact that i hope for the best in eveyone i meet, know and left. im a nice guy, im not perfect, and i accpet that, i care to much about things that have nothing to do with me, even though they happen around me. when you go through life with anger and hate, it takes time to change your ways and to open up to people and experience new things and whatnot. when you live with people you learn from them and grow from them, relationships form and grow, live effect one another, the ties that bind are set for a period of time, maybe a year or two. at times you will see that tie challenged by a force of somekind to tear it a new one, or others it will loosen for a break of tension. people have a way of creating a destorying more than just buildings, animals, land, each other. they destory the future that can help them make a better tomorrow, not light years away, but a few days or so.

go ahead and think back to a time where you remember the best point in your life that had good friends and loved ones.......... times up, if you can remember more than one to ten awesome, if you cant than start. ive personally have cut off a few people in my list, but still remember a few good times with them, and to this day wish them the best if not better than now. the feelings i have for them are better than before and have changed over time. if you know who or what im talking about than your ahead of the game, or are you?

i relate life to everything ive seen or read in my life, as a basis for the next. although not very good, but its a start, just be afraid when life decides to cancel you.

the triangle is a three sided shape, the basis of structure and of math for most of time and space, its a prime number, 3 and its also my favorite number, it describes me. i know it has balance, which i try for eveyday. it puts me in the center, so its a small ego thing. i only wish for a balance in everyone so that they can enjoy themselves in anyway possible, without endangering themselves emotionally, physicallya, and mentally, but isnt that what life is about, risk?

no, not all the time, although some is better than none. adrenaline is amazing too.

its hard being switzerland