hhmm...

so ive been feeling a little lonely in the sack, no not like that but just like that. so...... the game is afoot. ive been conducting research on possible candidates, as creepy and stalker like that sounds, for a possible new interest. what can you blame me, i want to learn and i need to learn. i want to beat this shell of mine to dust and open more up to things around me, hence the research. the old ways of walking up and asking have been the most effective and least at the same time, cause of my cowardice nature, which i will break out of. with help.

new development, my mind has come up with new ideas for paintings since i got back into painting from my long dry spell. i want to work large scale for my work, more detail. more money, more costly.

shit.