Crossroads

I find myself at a crossroads. One of the hardest things for being in your twenties, is that you have so much time and energy to use, for it being raw and full of potential, that making decisions can be the easiest of hardest thing you can do towards your life.
People have said that you have plenty of time to choose, I say no. Why? Cause I have to many interests and ideas. I found myself unfocused and undisplined. The structure I so seek alludes me.
So make it yourself?
That's what I find most difficult and fun. Its something that can and cannot be mastered in a short time. From my readings and on and off appearances, I learned that I'm a visual person, I need structure and command. I need to see it to believe it. In this part I find that writing it out has helped but also I've learned another thing. I'm very vague. I don't see clearly enough. I'm not going sound like I self diagnosed but I think I may have ADD. Either that or my patience runs out really quick. That's why I started working out.
Small goals lead to big gains.
Another thing is supplements are expensive even in store brands.
So with all that said, what am I saying? I'm saying I'm without structure and purpose. But I'm also saying I know what I need to do but I need to do it for myself and to make it happen for me. One day, one goal, one damn thing at a time. Medication might help with the attention, but their may be another route for that.

Selling canvas

Im selling a 63 x 74 linen primed gesso canvas, If you live in the South Florida Area, contact me if your are interested. We can discuss pricing. This is a pick up item.

Sketchcard madness 6

Sketchcard madness 5

Phone was off and now its back lol. But here's set five with four coming next.

Sketchcard madness 4

More to come, but it starts to become more of about ideas and thoughts at the time.

phone is out

My phone is cut off for the time being due to the bill, most of my daily posts are done on my phone. its easier for me on the go. i don't mind working like this on the laptop, but its not as fun. lol
But! it will be back on soon. ill be posting again normally like i do soon enough. until then feel my pain as i do.

Just more and more.